I'm at home for a little while.

I wanted to make sure that using email was working with blogger. It does.

I couldn't finish the last post because your mama kept waking up. Your Auntie Sue came back and is currently taking care of you.

I came home to pick up some glasses for your mom, and a few other things. I was going to sleep until 10 but I just can't sleep anymore tonight I really need to get out of this house and back to the hospital.

Anyway, I took a picture. It sounds stupid to say that, but I did. You might ask me why did you take that awful picture, and I'll tell you that up to this point I wondered if I could be a good daddy. Could become so attached to you like they are in the movies that when something bad happens to my little girl I'll feel it down to my core. Tonight I have no doubt I can be a good daddy. My heart is breaking right now and I can't remembered the last time i cried, but every word i write tears are falling down my face and I'm so scared your never going to be able to read this stupid blog.

I already forgot the picture part. I took a picture because I know that I can be the best dad for you and i wanted to capture the moment I knew it and I don't ever want to forget .

I'm asking for prayers for you, your great grandma is praying for you, all of my coworkers, all of my family, people I don't even know are praying for you.

This was going to be my private blog for you but maybe, just maybe that if people read this and give you a little prayer - Maybe just post a comment that they are praying for a little 23.6 week old baby girl - that I'll be able to show you someday and you'll know that you were loved before you were even born.

I have to get back to the hospital being alone here is worse - I don't even have water eyes there. So I can help your mama be strong.